It's a strange sensation to feel every emotion possible at one time. I can't even begin to pinpoint one specific feeling. I'm so wrapped up in tonight and my whole life.
I've been reminiscing a lot lately. Usually I try to leave the past in the past and live for now, but I constantly find myself rewinding my life and re-living some of my favorite moments. My first real kiss. The day I met my best friend. Every EFY. The list goes on and on. I guess, overall, I've led a good life. I honestly wouldn't trade any moment, because each one has turned me into who I am today. Cliché, yes, but true. I'd like to believe that I am a good person. I'd like to believe that I've made a difference in at least one person's life. That is honestly the one thing I desperately want to accomplish before I die. I want to touch someone's life. I want to be able to have someone think of me later in life, and think of how I helped them, or how I made a difference in how they ended up. I don't know. Maybe that sounds vain, but I think that deep down that is a goal to all of us. Everyone wants to be important to somebody. Everyone wants to make a difference.
I've been feeling the lyrics to a new song recently. The words haven't quite come to me yet, but they're there. I can only hope to pin down one of the many emotions I feel at any given moment and put it to music.
Anyway, that's all.
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